Monday, December 30, 2013

Melotriste

Melotriste



The full moon shines from the dreary night sky.  I lie on the ground outside, my family’s straw-made hut a few feet behind me.  I brush my finger through my thin black hair, and rub my itchy tanned nose.  I look down at the piece of loincloth covering me, my only clothing.  There is a slight breeze outside.  I see the hairs on my arm begin to rise, and feel a chill run up my back.  All the same, I don’t want to go back in.  I prefer the peace and quiet of the early night, the darkness surrounding me, the comfort of being all alone in the evening’s tranquility.

I look to the right of the moon, and there I see the cohort of stars that form the constellation Melotriste.  I glare at the two golden stars, and the arc of five fire red stars below them.  I feel the stars pulling me toward them, as if they want me to rise and join them in the ebony sky.  As I breathe in the constellation, I think of the story my father told me, of how these stars came to form a group.

Long ago lived two stars in the sky, Serene and Brilly.  Serene and Brilly had grown up next to each other.  Each evening they would come out, shining, filled with excitement to see each other again.  They would talk for hours, laugh, and tell each other about their days’ adventures.  Over the years, Serene and Brilly’s childish bond molded into a romance.  After hundreds of years of friendship, they decided to become one under the moon’s law. 

Serene and Brilly were married on a cloudy night, allowing them to feel alone, hidden from all the other stars in the sky.  As per tradition, only the moon was present to formally unite them for eternity.  Side-by-side, next to the glowing full moon, they felt pure harmony between them.  After the ceremony, they retreated to a location far away from the other stars. The following evening they returned to their families, two separate starts yet joint forever.

Several hundred years later, Serene and Brilly had their first child, Jallord.  Followed by Jallord were five other children, Marny, Estrelle, Toile, Oro, and Lune.  Serene loved all of her children with such passion, such devotion, such power, it was like nothing anyone in the entire universe had seen before.  As the children grew older, Serene reveled in watching them change and begin to shine brighter each evening.

During their first centuries together, Serene and Brilly’s unity remained strong.  Yet, as time passed, Serene began to notice changes in Brilly.  He was distant, and she could sense that his love for her was not the same.  They did not laugh or share stories as they had as children, and Brilly moved further and further away from her.  With Brilly’s silence, Serene could feel her heart breaking more every evening, as she felt the vow they had taken under the moon slowly diminishing.

Serene swallowed her sadness and continued to care for her children.  With each night of Brilly’s silence, Serene felt a hot ball of fury, anguish, and utter grief grow within her.  One evening, Brilly approached Serene closely, something he had not done for ages.  He said he had come to her for forgiveness for his behavior of the last centuries; that he was sorry for abandoning her.  Serene turned to Brilly, and could not speak.  She felt the years of sadness break out of her, in rows of light bursts, red, yellow, and orange, flickering with ire and fury.  The light bursts formed an upside down arc under Serene and Brilly.  Serene did not understand from where the light had come or what it meant.  She tried to speak to Brilly, but she could not move.  She saw that Brilly was also attempting to speak to her, but could not move either.  The upside down arc of light bursts below them shined with incredible intensity, breathing off a firey air that kept Serene and Brilly frozen in the intense heat.  They remained there, uncomfortable, inert, powerless, still, for eternity.

I retold this story to myself in my head as I stared at Melotriste.  I thought of Serene and Brilly, their love, and their ill-fated ending.  As my thoughts ran, I stood up, abandoning my peaceful spot outside of my home.  I walked toward the straw hut, with an intense longing to enter and share my day’s adventures with my family. 





Sunday, December 29, 2013

Onion and garlic flavored chewing gum

Onion and garlic flavored chewing gum


Dear Bill,

I got your package in the mail last week.  And I must say, I wasn’t surprised.  After the artichoke flavored chewing gum in August, the olive flavored gum in November, and the oyster flavored gum in January, it was no shock to me that you would send me onion and garlic flavored chewing gum this Valentine’s Day.  By the way, thanks for the note mentioning our little kiss in the movie theater sophomore year…I have fond memories of that evening…it adds an air of excitement to our lifelong friendship.

So, anyway, since you got your job at Trident, you’ve really done some amazing thing.  Your creativity, your willingness to take risks, your “fuck you all” nature, that’s really benefited you.  You even won “employee of the month” after that awesome presentation on why kids will surely buy steak flavored gum!  Each time I get a new idea of yours in the mail, I open the package with such ferocity…you wouldn’t believe it, Bill, I’m like a dog in heat, begging each stick to bang me and explode its flavor into me, opening up my inner taste buds and filling me with its zest.

As I write this, I’m gnawing on a piece of garlic flavored gum.  I must say, it’s completely out of this world.  Last week, I set the garlic aside, and tore into the onion.  As I chewed that first piece, I had no time to relish in its originality, since I suddenly remembered I had a meeting with a coworker at Teresa’s Café downtown.  I grabbed my coat (even though it was 60 degrees out - the onion fumes must have gotten to me), and bolted out the door.  On the crowded subway (oh, rush hour, how I loathe thee), I attempted conversation with a hottie in a Hilfiger suit.  He was holding on to the bar next to mine, yet he made a face of agony (like nothing I’d ever seen, I swear), and turned away.  What was the problem?  Was my makeup smeared?  Did I have a stain on my blouse (I mean, in a $400 silk Versace blouse, what does a little stain matter?).  I recovered my poise though, and although my ego was hurt, I stood with confidence the rest of the subway ride, pretending to have important things on my mind.

Once at my stop, I briskly walked out of the subway and up the stairs to the street.  I entered the café just on time (lucky me!), and met my colleague at the table.  He was sitting there sipping a ginger ale (or was it a vodka tonic?  Was it THAT kind of meeting?).  I held out my hand and gave him a firm handshake (a woman must make her confidence known at all times), greeted him, and jumped right into business (with the possibility of ordering a Merlot lingering in the back of my mind). 

About fifteen minute into the meeting, my coworker, Joey, excused himself.  I saw him head toward the bathroom.  A few minute later, I saw him exit the bathroom, and head straight for the door.  And Bill, you know what?  He walked straight out the door.  I had never witnessed such shocking, unprofessional behavior in my life.  I sat by myself at the table, chewing the nearly flavorless onion gum.  After about a half hour, I asked for the check (thanks for leaving your share, Joey!) and solemnly walked out of the restaurant. 
What had just happened?  How would I explain this to my boss?  How would I finish my report for Monday?  I needed some key figures from that bastard Joey!

Luckily though, none of that mattered.  As I walked down the street I felt my tongue begin to swell, and my mouth begin to heat up.  I felt my tongue crowding into my teeth, growing larger by the moment.  My mouth felt like a fire ball, and breathing was starting to become difficult.  The last thing I remember is seeing an old lady walking past me with barking miniature poodle in her arms.  I tried to grab out to her, but I honestly don’t remember if I reached her.

The next morning, I awoke in the hospital.  There were flowers all around me, an IV in my left hand, and I was dressed in one of those ugly hospital gowns you see on TV.  I turned to my left and saw Joey.  His had an expression of intense guilt on his face.  “I never should have left you; this never would have happened if I hadn’t snuck out like that,” he said.  “Why did you sneak out of the restaurant, Joey?” I uttered sleepily.  “Well, frankly, your breath fucking stunk,” he said. I thought about Joey’s words, and shrugged my shoulders.  It felt wrong to feel offended over silly words in the hospital, when I should be thankful I wasn’t dead and all.  “What happened to me?” I asked Joey.  “You had an allergic reaction to something, and you passed out in the street,” he said sadly.  How odd, I thought to myself.  All I’d eaten that day was an apple (red delicious, my favorite!) and I popped in a piece of your new onion gum, Bill, to ebb my hunger a bit before dinner.  “Stranger things have happened,” I thought to myself.

Well, Bill, I’m just going on and on here.  What I really wanted to tell you is that Joey and I just got engaged!  After his visit at the hospital, we started to chat online, and realized just how much we have in common.  I know it’s quick, but when it’s true love, it’s true love, what can I say.  I don’t know why, but I feel like you’re somehow connected to this relationship, in a weird way.  Maybe because you were my first crush in high school (as if you didn’t know!).  I don’t know, whatever it is, I felt the need to write you a special letter, to thank you for the gum (Trident is lucky to have an employee like you!) and to let you be the first to know about me and Joey (I plan on waiting exactly 72 more hours before posting it on Facebook).  So, Bill, I hope to see you at the wedding.  You can pass out some of your gum samples if you’d like!  

Love,


Sally

Friday, December 27, 2013

Back to school

Back to school  


As I approach the building, I can’t help but cringe.  So many people, so much noise, so much chaos. 

I turn around, and see a row of houses on the opposite side of the street.  Behind them, the roofs of other, larger houses, peak out.  I wonder what the people inside are doing, how they are feeling.  In the red split-level on my left, I picture a woman in a beige bath robe, sipping coffee while sitting at her round, wooden, pale brown kitchen table.  The sun shines on her face through a small window, and as she swallows, she wonders what the day will bring.  In the brick two-story house next door I picture a man sitting in his bedroom, on his bed.  He wears a blue and white checkered button down and khaki pants an inch too short.  He is sitting with his head down, resting his face in his hands, his bare feet lying still on the floor, legs spread out.  He is resisting the urge to cry, making grunting noises instead.  How will he tell his wife he lost all of the money?  What will she say to him? 

As my imagination goes wild, I look at my right hand.  In it lies an unsharpened pencil, which my mother handed to me hurriedly when she dropped me off a few minutes before.  As she handed me the pencil, she quickly uttered “Bye sweetie, have a good day.  I hope you write something great with this new pencil.”  The pencil is a shiny silver, with multi-colored hearts on it, the ideal back to school gift for a thirteen –year-old girl, in my mother’s eyes.  As if this pencil will do me any good.  Little does my mother know what awaits me inside the colossal building behind me. 

I hear the bell ring, and can’t help but sigh and swallow the dread emanating from within me.  I think about my mother driving away in our silver minivan.  She was probably relieved to get rid of me, to see me off after two months of non-stop kid.  I bet she drove straight to Dunkin Donuts.  I envision her seeping her tea bag in and out of the Styrofoam cup, sitting relaxed in front of the sticky table, then taking a massive bite out of a vanilla frosted donut with sprinkles.  Those pastel sprinkles, that perfect hole in the donut.  It’s just not fair.   I remember begging for sweets all summer, only to be denied, my mother saying “Honey, those things are horrible for you!” 


I turn around again, facing the large building, and seeing the tumult begin, students packing in the front door like little ants racing to that long lost bread crumb on the ground.  I take a deep breath, tighten the ribbon holding my shiny blond hair into a side pony tail, pat down my cheerleading skirt, and straighten my sweater.  I see them approaching from the left.  Sally is the first to run up to me “Oh my God, hi Mary, can you believe we’re back here?  What a bummer!”  After Mary comes my boyfriend, Steve, captain of the football team.  He whispers the perfunctory “Hey babe” and rests his bulky arm over my shoulders.  The rest of the posy follows behind.  I put on my biggest fake smile, my most-popular-girl image reflecting off of my sparkly, white, perfectly straight teeth.  As I walk into the school a sheet of invisible sadness drops over my entire being, disconnecting me from the world.